laura.susanna

Not sure if going to sleep right now is worth it, but I did get my menus and business cards sent in for printing.  Woo.  I guess I deserve some sleep.

I’m supposed to have sushi with my coworkers tonight.

I think I’m going to take a 30 minute nap.

Why do I always feel like I really don’t belong in these situations.  Damn.

I’ve been pretty quickly losing my mind between two salon jobs, my photography projects piling up (somehow I got 3 at once and one possible on the way), and thinking about starting school.

But luckily my last day at one salon is tomorrow.  Then I can finish the transition into the other salon.  And I’m just happy I’m doing photography again.

Yes.

To Do:

finish notes/pictures for meeting

exchange new boots for correct size

4 hour meeting as Art director

mail CD’s

start laundry

list camera

send out emails

Meeting tomorr…er… today at 10am.  Wishing I had my notes together better.

I’ve been going to bed around 2am every night (?) lately and as I lay there… trying to slow my mind from racing I’ve thought about a lot of things.  Things like work, school, and my future.  Somehow it’s becoming kind of exciting to me.  Things like this always worry me and stress me out.  Things like:

- I don’t have a job right now and I know what I do and don’t want to do.. It’s just finding a place that will let me do that.

- I don’t know what I want to go to school for/where to even start.

- Where I’m going to be in the next year, how I can prepare for it, and if I’ll be okay with it.

But now things running through my mind are:

- What will school be like when I go back?  How many classes can I load on in one semester and how fast can I succeed?

- What if I talk to this business owner and try to work out something like this.  Or talk rent with this business owner and have my own little corner.  Or maybe I should have two part time jobs and just rock them both out…

- I see where you want to be and where I want to be and as long as we end up in the same place at some point, we’ll be okay.

I’m getting excited as I think about what I’m getting myself into.  And it’s refreshing rather than stressful.  It’s a nice change.

I also just took on a project that’s deadline is in may and I can’t wait to share it as I go along with it :]

If you can Dodge a wrench, you can dodge a ball.

Dodge,

Burn,

Blur,

Clone,

and

Dodge.

Do work.