I just found out/realized that one of my classmates I went to school with from around K-7th was abandoned on a roadtrip, left jobless, and is soon to be out of a place to stay… by tomorrow. And the worst part is is that he’s still chasing after what left him there.
Blah. This breaks my heart.
Can’t you know you’re worth so much more?
Pray for him if you do that sort of thing. <3
I’ve been going to bed around 2am every night (?) lately and as I lay there… trying to slow my mind from racing I’ve thought about a lot of things. Things like work, school, and my future. Somehow it’s becoming kind of exciting to me. Things like this always worry me and stress me out. Things like:
- I don’t have a job right now and I know what I do and don’t want to do.. It’s just finding a place that will let me do that.
- I don’t know what I want to go to school for/where to even start.
- Where I’m going to be in the next year, how I can prepare for it, and if I’ll be okay with it.
But now things running through my mind are:
- What will school be like when I go back? How many classes can I load on in one semester and how fast can I succeed?
- What if I talk to this business owner and try to work out something like this. Or talk rent with this business owner and have my own little corner. Or maybe I should have two part time jobs and just rock them both out…
- I see where you want to be and where I want to be and as long as we end up in the same place at some point, we’ll be okay.
I’m getting excited as I think about what I’m getting myself into. And it’s refreshing rather than stressful. It’s a nice change.
I also just took on a project that’s deadline is in may and I can’t wait to share it as I go along with it :]
Life lesson of the day:
“One thing you need to learn in this business is that you can’t always make ugly people happy. It’s true, boo, it’s true. I mean, I’ve heard it said that beauty is on the inside.. Well flip that bitch inside out cause we that’s the only way you’re going to find it.”
