laura.susanna

I love God, simplicity, photography, and my boyfriend Ben. I can spend hours creating something and seconds destroying it. I have recently started to understand why I have the weaknesses that I do, and I now know that God will shine through them. I'm slowly becoming who I want to be, and I'm glad you've decided to join me on my journey.

It’s one of those nights where

I want to write something

I want to say something

And I want everyone to listen to me

But I have no idea what it is I’m trying to say.

I just have so much frustration, anger, and fear built up inside me that I want to pour it out over the people who deserve it most.

I wonder if you know how people actually perceive you as a person.


There’s definitely more than one person this pertains to.

I just found out/realized that one of my classmates I went to school with from around K-7th was abandoned on a roadtrip, left jobless, and is soon to be out of a place to stay… by tomorrow.  And the worst part is is that he’s still chasing after what left him there.

Blah.  This breaks my heart.

Can’t you know you’re worth so much more?



Pray for him if you do that sort of thing.  <3

This morning I woke up to pounding on my door, doorbell, more pounding on my door… when I opened it there stood Zach Galifianakis wearing a construction hat telling me to move my car so they could rip up my driveway.  Here’s to hoping my day stays interesting but gets much better.

There are eraser crumbs everywhere.

It’s 1:20 am.

I’m eating a bowl of cereal with no milk (didn’t realize we didn’t have any).

I’ve been getting extra artsy lately since I’ve (pretty much) decided I want to be an Art Major.

Tonight I drew one of the most interesting things I’ve worked on before.

Is it great?  Nah.  But with every pencil mark I learned something new…

A new perspective, a new angle, where lines should and shouldn’t connect.

I have no idea what I’m doing… but I’m enjoying being able to open my eyes to a new adventure.

Valencia

Will not let me log in.

I have changed my password numerous times to no avail.

Unless they changed my username and didn’t tell me… there is no reason why I shouldn’t be able to log in.

Oh btw… My mom logged into her account to check on the status of the class I’d like to take this summer… one spot left.

Get your crap together Valencia.

I haven’t even started classes there and I already hate you.

Not sure if going to sleep right now is worth it, but I did get my menus and business cards sent in for printing.  Woo.  I guess I deserve some sleep.

Ass

has become a regularly used word in my vocabulary recently.  I never swear.  But man have I meant it every time I’ve said it.

Okay&#8230; well thanks.. Wanna include a number anywhere?  &#8216;Course not. An email from the Premier Orlando Show.

Okay… well thanks..

Wanna include a number anywhere?  ‘Course not.

An email from the Premier Orlando Show.

I’m supposed to have sushi with my coworkers tonight.

I think I’m going to take a 30 minute nap.

Why do I always feel like I really don’t belong in these situations.  Damn.