I’ve been going to bed around 2am every night (?) lately and as I lay there… trying to slow my mind from racing I’ve thought about a lot of things. Things like work, school, and my future. Somehow it’s becoming kind of exciting to me. Things like this always worry me and stress me out. Things like:
- I don’t have a job right now and I know what I do and don’t want to do.. It’s just finding a place that will let me do that.
- I don’t know what I want to go to school for/where to even start.
- Where I’m going to be in the next year, how I can prepare for it, and if I’ll be okay with it.
But now things running through my mind are:
- What will school be like when I go back? How many classes can I load on in one semester and how fast can I succeed?
- What if I talk to this business owner and try to work out something like this. Or talk rent with this business owner and have my own little corner. Or maybe I should have two part time jobs and just rock them both out…
- I see where you want to be and where I want to be and as long as we end up in the same place at some point, we’ll be okay.
I’m getting excited as I think about what I’m getting myself into. And it’s refreshing rather than stressful. It’s a nice change.
I also just took on a project that’s deadline is in may and I can’t wait to share it as I go along with it :]
